Monthly Archive for April, 2003

Apr 2nd 2003

a very bad day.

When I woke up this morning I had a voice-mail from my Mom. She asked me to call her as soon as I could. I called her and she informed me that her father, my grandfather, had passed away last night. She said that she is going to try to fly out to Harrisburg today to be with my grandmother.

I helped her find a flight for this afternoon at 4pm. She said that she would be calling Larry and would also get back with me when she has more information about the funeral.

When I got to work I went to my normal Wednesday meetings. Around lunchtime I chatted with Larry briefly and got an email from Dad about my grandfather. I tried to reply to him but at that time I started to experience networking problems on my home PC and it never went though. While I was trying to figure out what happened, the network degraded more until it cut off. I blame the stupid shorewall firewall that came with Mandrake. I think there are some overzealous rules that start blocking ports and IP’s whenever it gets bored.

I got an email from an engineering firm here in Atlanta. They want to use one of my photos (I think it may be this one of a kayaker) from my photo album in some manuals they are making. They want to know my rate. I’ll call them tomorrow and see what we can arrange.

I gave Anil my last three buddy-passes for him and his family to use on a trip to Orlando tomorrow. We went to the ticket office and got the tickets and got him ready to go tomorrow.

The drive home was pleasant because it was a stunningly-beautiful spring day today.

While I was eating dinner, I got an instant-message on lavalife from someone I sent a ’smile’ to. ‘Becca’ was from Colorado and liked to ski, play tennis, and go hiking. We chatted for an hour or two. Things seemed to be going really well. I was ’shocked and awed’ at all of the things we seemed to have in common. I even mentioned at one point that it seemed almost too good to be true.

And that’s exactly what it was.

While we were chatting, I shared with her my photo album. She was visiting my website and commented on something. In a small window on my desktop, I have my web server activity logged. I noticed her comments were corresponding to activity going on at the same time. The IP-address looked really familiar, but I didn’t think more about it.

After we concluded the conversation (we made tentative plans to meet Friday after next), I started to feel a little paranoid, so I checked my old logs against that IP-address. My heart sank as I saw that it belonged to my psycho ex-girlfriend.

She actually created a fake account with fake pictures and masqueraded as someone else! How _pathetic_ can someone get? How low can someone go? I called Craig and explained to him what just happened. He was pretty shocked himself. He told me that this is just more proof that my ex-girlfriend is a psycho stalker and that I’m better off without her. He suggested that I play along and then when we’re supposed to me, not show up. I wanted nothing of that. I just want her out of my life.

I fired off an email to Michele letter her know the game was up, and asked that she leave me alone. Then, while I was taking a shower, ‘Becca’ started sending me IM’s. She launched into a long and disturbing speech about how she will always hunt me and I can’t get away from her. This was my favorite quote:

“I will track you like a falcon on a cloudy day”

The bridge between us is so far from burnt I can’t even put it into words. I’m so angry right now I can’t even see straight.

Apr 3rd 2003

seething in anger

I didn’t sleep very well last night as I was still extremely upset and angry about the deception that happened yesterday. It’s so hypocritical for someone to preach about how important it is to be honest, and then turn around and masquerade as someone else, being completely fake and completely false.

I made it into work early today. Unfortunately I didn’t get a whole lot of work done today. Between the news of my grandfather and the crap that happened last night, I was feeling horrible and couldn’t concentrate very well. Indeed, I had this constant knot between my shoulder blades as the anger coursed through me about my two-faced ex-girlfriend.

I had a nice chat with Jenn for about an hour this morning.

We had a meeting before lunch regarding the next 1.3 release. We were trying to figure out what exactly needs to be done. A few people were pretty upset by the fact that we seem to have an unmovable October delivery date which seems to be unobtainable.

Because it was another incredible spring day today, Brian, Alex, James, Casey, Bob, and I went to Casey’s house nearby for lunch. We ordered pizza and played horse shoes.


Brian throwing a horseshoe (1/180 f5.6)


The whole gang (1/180 f4.5)


Casey throwing a horseshoe (1/180 f5.6)


Brian throwing another horseshoe (1/250 f5.6)


Beautiful bushes in front of Casey’s house (1/125 f4.5)


Macro shot of a bloom (1/180 f4.5)

After lunch I saw I had a voice mail from Mom. She told me that the funeral is going to be on Monday. I made arrangements to fly out to Harrisburg Sunday morning and come back late Monday night. I booked a room at the same hotel Larry and I stayed at last weekend, and got clearance from Carole to take the day off on Monday.

I closed out my DAL position from my Roth IRA account. I’m now even with all my contributions which isn’t so bad considering hemorrhaging losses I took when I was in SPY a year ago. My strategy is to buy into some of the dips DAL will undoubtedly take as the war effort bogs down in Baghdad. At least that’s my plan. So what will likely happen is that tomorrow (and every day after that) DAL will skyrocket.

Apr 4th 2003

aCC crashes while compiling

The drive into work was pleasant as usual since I’ve been listening to Harry Potter book 3 and it’s riveting. I haven’t read the book yet and (obviously) haven’t seen the movie yet since it isn’t out yet. It looks as if Harry has a potential new love interest: Cho Chang. I wonder how that will turn out! Only time will tell.

When I got into work and settled in, I had a nice long chat with Jenn throughout the morning. We talked about art, fears, school, weblogs, and her plans for this weekend.

Sometime after lunch we had a short meeting to decide when we will be doing another code build. We’ve been waiting on another group (ODE) to code a change which will in turn require code changes within our apps. It looks as if this ODE component will be ready on Monday. So, we outlined a build strategy for both today and Monday.

We decided to build all of the ’south’ engines this afternoon and then build all of the ‘north’ engines Monday as soon as the MTR group finishes their changes. Ram and I went over what we wanted to pick up for the build and then began. Around 4:30 I told Ram that I was going to take off and for him to email and page me when he needs to go and I’ll finish up the build tonight or tomorrow.

When I got home I played Asheron’s Call 2 some. It’s been sort of dull for me lately in that game. I also did Laundry.

Around 8:30pm I got a page from Ram indicating that he sent me an email with some more detail. I fired up the VPN client and checked my messages. Ram had stayed late and built everything, however the proration component failed the build. I opened up a ssh connection to my NT workstation and then tunneled a connection to our development server. The build log indicated a failure while building the proration currency conversion module. The compile error was something I’ve never seen before. The HPUX C++ compiler (aCC) core dumped while compiling! I was able to reproduce the problem in the development clearcase branch. I did some research and noticed the offending code causing the crash was checked in this afternoon around 2pm.

I was a little miffed that one of our developers checked in code that won’t even compile. I spent an hour researching the bug and finally narrowed down the problem to a funky array of structures of structures being initialized. The specific problem was one index of the array was being initialized with only four elements instead of the five it was supposed to have, according to the structure definition. I don’t know why this caused aCC to core dump, but I fixed it, checked it in, merged the code and rebuilt the component.

Shortly before I went to bed I chatted with Jenn some more.

Apr 6th 2003

viewing

When I woke up around 7am today I took a shower, packed, and rushed to the airport for my 9:30am flight to Harrisburg.

The two-hour flight was uneventful and when I arrived I picked up the rental car and began my journey. Today Harrisburg was a beautiful 65-degree spring day. I was pretty happy with the weather.

I downloaded directions to the “Parthemore funeral home”:http://www.parthemore.com/ on my iPAQ. I followed the directions somewhat and by luck ended up on the correct street (Bridge street) in New Cumberland. While I was looking for the place, Mom called to see what my status was. I informed her that I was almost there. Sure enough I found it, parked and saw her and Jim standing outside waiting for me.

I went inside with them to a small chapel area and at the back of the room was an open coffin with my grandfather in it. There were lots of flowers all around it and soft music playing. Only a few people were there, including my grandmother. Mom led me up to the coffin and I had a chance to see my grandfather.

He didn’t look as thin as he was the week before when Larry and I visited him. He was dressed in his navy uniform with all of his medals and such attached. His hat was also resting in the coffin with him. A folded US flag was sitting in there too. It was really hard for me to see him like that and I got pretty choked up. Around this time my grandmother came up and held my hand. She said that he looks really good and that the funeral home did a wonderful job. She seemed to be doing really well and taking things without getting too emotional.

We sat down and I did my best to keep myself together. A time went on, different people showed up. Eventually, a service began in which some members of the retired submariner veterans group gave a speech about a sailor lost at sea and rang a bell indicating a ‘dive’ on a submarine. That was hard to go though too.

Eventually, around 3pm or 4pm we all left. My grandmother, Mom, Jim, Mom’s sister (Christine), her sister’s husband (Wayne), and I all went to have a late lunch. We went to Applebee’s. Once we got our food (and alcoholic beverages), the mood lightened and we had a pretty good time.

After lunch we went back to my grandmother’s house. I went through their computer and printed out any important documents. I then uninstalled their internet access and deleted any personal information and shut off the computer. My grandmother wants to sell it (since she never used it) and I helped by writing up a newspaper ad.

Mom told me that her father (my grandfather) had prepared a lot of paperwork outlining everything that needed to be done in case he died. He had something like a checklist to follow which made everything go really smooth. He even wrote an obituary for himself. I guess it pays off to be prepared like that. It made me think about the importance of having contingency plans.

Around 8pm I left and went to my hotel, the “Crowne Plaza”:http://www.sixcontinentshotels.com/h/d/cp/home. The rest of the night I watched news and a depressing movie on HBO. I only caught the last part of the movie (”Sweet November”:http://us.imdb.com/Title?0230838), but it seemed to be about this guy (Keanu Reeves) who falls in love with a girl who loves life and they have a wonderful month together. He asks her to marry him and she flips out and tells him she can’t. It turns out she has cancer and only a short while to live. He doesn’t care but in the end she forces him to leave her so he can remember her for the good times they had together. What a depressing movie! I was so angry that I watched that! Who wants to see such a depressing movie?

Apr 7th 2003

funeral

Even though I went to bed around 10pm, I still slept in until 8am or so. When I woke up I looked out the hotel-room window and saw everything covered in snow! Yesterday it was sunny and warm. Today it’s freezing and snow. I wonder if this is normal for Harrisburg.

I took a shower, got dressed, packed, and checked out of the hotel. I drove through the snow the 20 miles to my grandmothers house. I arrived around 10am. The limo was scheduled to pick us up at 10:30. Around 10:20 my cousin Dawn and her husband arrived, and at 10:40 the limo from the funeral home showed up.

Chris, Wayne, my grandmother, and Mom sat in the back while I sat up front. Dawn and Brian followed behind us in their car. I thought we were going to the cemetery, but instead we went back to the funeral home. When we arrived, we seated in the chapel again with the open casket and waited. A short while later others started to arrive.

The funeral director allowed the family to go view my grandfather behind a closed curtain. We all went up and they closed the curtain behind us. It was quite an emotional moment as well all stood there and said our goodbyes. My grandmother removed the medals from his coat and covered him up. We took our seats again and they closed the curtain while the funeral people closed up the coffin.

When the curtain opened again, the casket was closed and a large American flag was draped over it. They moved a podium in front of it and a priest showed up. The priest gave a brief sermon about death and then once he concluded, we all went outside and got into the cars. The hearse was already waiting and shortly thereafter we began the funeral procession to the cemetery. All of the cars now had little flags on the hood saying ‘Funeral’.

The drive to the cemetery (Indiantown Gap National Cemetery) took about forty minutes. It was still snowing and all of the bare trees looked white with the snow that accumulated on the branches. At some point during the drive I dozed off for a few minutes. Once we arrived, a cemetery administration official and another priest came out with some paperwork for my grandmother. It had the section and plot information indicating where he was going to be buried.

We drove over to a small outdoor chapel area where a group of old veterans were waiting as well as two young honor guard guys, one from the navy and one from the coast guard. They were all dressed up in their formal uniform. The group of ‘veterans of foreign wars’ took the casket out of the hearse and placed it on a cart where it was wheeled to the enclosed outdoor chapel area. We all took our seats. The two honor guard guys stood rigid on either end of the casket while the group of veterans saluted.

It was bitter cold outside with the wind and the snow. The priest gave a short sermon similar to the one we heard in the funeral home. When he was done, an honor guard of seven soldiers fired their guns into the air three times (representing a 21-gun salute). Then, as the two honor guard soldiers raised the flag and began to fold it, they played that depressing funeral music (’taps’ I think) on a horn. This whole scenario was very chilling and I had a tough time holding back tears. When they folded the flag, they presented it to my grandmother. They also said that inside the flag was three of the casings used from the 21-gun salute.

Despite it being a sad occasion, I was proud and honored they did a military funeral. It shows the respect for a veteran that a normal civilian wouldn’t have. The ceremony and honor guard and national cemetery really install one with a sense of pride.

After they presented the flag, we got back into the cars and headed home. The drive back didn’t take as long. When we got back to my grandmothers house, my aunt Chris and her husband Wayne left to drive back home. The rest of us went to Applebee’s (again) for lunch. It was around 2pm or 3pm now. Once again, having lunch together lifted our spirits and we had a pleasant time.

As we left the restaurant, my cousin Dawn and her husband left to go home as well. My grandmother, my Mom, and I went back to her house where we stayed for about an hour before leaving to go to the Harrisburg airport. Our flight wasn’t until 7pm, and we left her house at 5:30.

We arrived at the airport at 6pm, and returned the rental car. I rented the car from Thrifty rental company and will _never_ use them again. I had the car fro two days with a $28/day rate. My total bill was $140. Something doesn’t quite add up. Where did the extra $80 come from? I’m still trying to figure that out. There were three different taxes. There was a mysterious $35 ‘extra charge’ fee that they wouldn’t explain. And then there was the $25 for a full tank of gas. I only used 1/8th a tank of gas the whole time I had the car. When I picked up the car yesterday, they said the policy was to now have everyone do the prepaid fuel thing. They made it sound like they would only charge me for the fuel that I used. Apparently that isn’t the case in reality. I said to the girl at the counter, ‘So let me get this straight. I only used 1/8th of a tank but I have to pay for a full tank?’ ‘Yes’ she replied. Thrifty will never get my business again. Goodbye Thrifty!

When we went through security, the bored TSA people (TSA = Thousands Standing Around) asked us to do their special random search thing. They made me remove my shoes and belt and pass through a secluded metal detector. They gave me back my shoes and belt and asked if they could look through my duffle bag. I, of course, consented.

The dude with a goatee searching my bag took out the case for my digital camera, took the camera out and wiped it with the special cloth to run through the bomb-material detector. While he was running the detector on the swipe-sample, the machine started making a loud alarm noise. Uh-oh. The guy looked as if he didn’t know what to do. Fortunately since they are government employees, there were at least a dozen other TSA guys standing around with nothing to do. So, what looked like a supervisor and four other guys huddled around the dude who was searching my bag.

They appeared to be at a loss as how to proceed. They started swiping everything in sight. They swiped my camera again, my camera case, and my duffle bag. This time the bomb-sniffing machine didn’t detect anything (as far as I can tell). Then they got obsessed with our shoes. They asked me any my Mom for our shoes (again) where they swiped them and didn’t find anything. Now the ridiculous part was that they dug around our bags looking for only other shoes (that were packed, not being worn). I still can’t figure out why they would zero-in on shoes packed in the bag. The whole idea behind testing _worn_ shoes is that if they contained a bomb, the x-ray machine wouldn’t see it because they are being worn. The _packed_ shoes already went through the x-ray machine. This concept seemed to be beyond the TSA people as they swiped our packed shoes (and didn’t find anything of course).

This seemed to frustrate the TSA people who swiped my camera and case a few more times. Then they (unsuccessfully) tried to turn it on. I had to assist them. I operated the camera, offering to take their picture (they declined). Finally after about ten minutes they decided that my Mom and I weren’t working for the Taliban after all and had no intentions of blowing up the small 50-seat regional jet. They took down my drivers license information on some form and sent us on our way.

The flight was delayed thirty minutes taking off but the flight back was uneventful. It was nice too considering that more than half the plane was empty. Shortly after takeoff we climbed out over the clouds where we got to see the sun beginning to set. For the next thirty minutes I peered out the window to the west and watched the incredible sunset. We were sandwiched between two layers of clouds so below us was a cool blue ‘floor’ of bumpy clouds. The thin amount of sky was a brilliant blue with the reflected orange and gold and red from the flat layer of clouds above. I wish I could have captured a picture of the incredible sunset.

I got home around 10pm. I turned on the TV to Fox News as they were breaking really good news. Apparently the intelligence agencies have been tracking Saddam via a special encrypted phone system (called the Jaguar phone system). The US intelligence somehow managed to break the encryption and had tracked Saddam, his two sons, and a whole throng of high-ranking Iraqi officials to a house in a residential area of Baghdad. They even knew what they were meeting about. It seems Saddam was plotting a way to escape out of the city. The military then ordered the air strike. An hour later a B1 bomber dropped FOUR, 2000lbs ‘bunker buster’ GPS-guided bombs on the house. According to defense department officials, all that remains is ‘dust’. They are ‘highly confident’ that Saddam was in the house at the time of the strike. It looks as if they may have finally eliminated him. It should be an interesting day tomorrow.

Just as I predicted, selling my DAL position resulted in Delta going UP, not down. Today Delta traded up to $10.80 a share. I missed out on about $1,000 because I sold early. And I think Monday will be another strong day given the news of Saddam. At least I’m sort of hedged in that I have a decent DAL positing in my 401(k) that I bought when it was low.

I spent the rest of the evening writing in my journal and talking with Jenn. We had another pleasant hour-long conversation.

Apr 8th 2003

weekend plans

The drive to & from work was pleasant again. Actually it was great. Harry Potter caught the golden snitch in a very close quiditch match with Slytherin and house Gryffindor won the Quidditch cup! They had not won the cup in over 8 years. Our hero, Harry, single-handedly brought them victory. Not having read the book or seen the movie, listening to Harry Potter book 3 on CD is really riveting.

Today at work I worked on the upfront nulling of derived values for the Exchange Engine. I also started the momentous task of wading through the 600+ emails in my inbox to start fling and deleting them.

I gave the Georgia Ports Authority people permission to use my of my Chattahoochee river photos for a presentation they are making. I asked that I just be given credit somewhere. The girl that contacted me said she would send me the completed presentation when it is ready.

I got a $150 check in the mail today from my student loan servicing company. Apparently in addition to forgiving the balance of my student loan, they also refunded the last payment I made. That certainly lifted my spirits.

I chatted with Jenn for about an hour this evening and we made plans to do something on Saturday.

Apr 9th 2003

toppling of a regime?

During the morning I spent some time (probably too much time since I was at work) chatting wither another girl I met on Lavalife - I don’t know her real name so I’ll avoid giving her a label. She had no interests listed on her profile thing so I didn’t know what to expect. She loves to travel (is actually a travel companion at Delta), and simply ‘hang out’. We had a good chat.

Larry sent me a message that the Iraqi’s were dancing and cheering in Baghdad. They pulled down a gigantic 40-foot statue of Saddam and tore it apart. It looks like we may have achieved ‘critical mass’ in Iraq.

Work was filled with lots of meetings today. Wednesday is always lots of meetings. I had a staff meeting at 9am, and then the 10am ‘team lead’ meeting in which we did the boring project status timeline estimates activity that no one likes to do. Once we suffered through that, we had a lively discussion about error handling in production. We also came up with a strategy for our next build code build. We’re going to have a code-freeze next Wednesday while we do the build. I sent out an email to the development team informing them of this.

Anil had asked me to install a newer version of vim since the version we currently have is 5.8. Because of the productivity-stifling procedures we have in the workplace, useful developer tools like vim have to be snuck in. I spent an hour getting the correct libraries and compiling it and installing it to my home directory. I couldn’t tell much difference between 5.8 and the newest 6.2 version of vim other than the fact that it now takes forever to load up.

After work I drove home through the dreary rainy sky and cold temperatures. I thought this was April and it was supposed to be spring-like weather? I only hope that the phrase ‘April showers bring May flowers’ holds true. Before I went home, I stopped by Publix and did my haphazard weekly grocery shopping.

For the second day in a row, the DOW dropped about 100 points. This I do not understand. The day the woman P.O.W. was rescued (and 7 or 8 other POW bodies were found), the DOW rallied 250 points. Yesterday, the first day of trading after the news of the potential Saddam killing, the DOW was down 100 points. Today with the cheering in Iraq and seemingly waves of Iraqi citizens rising up against the regime, the DOW dropped another 100 points. I just don’t understand. Larry makes an analogy between the stock market and women in that you cannot understand or predict their behavior.

While watching the news, I chatted with the same girl from this morning again for about an hour and then a while after that, I chatted with Jenn for about an hour and half. During this conversation we exchanged phone numbers and finalized our plans for Saturday. It’s starting to get difficult having conversations with just two different people - and they aren’t even at the same time! I don’t know how some of these people (do they?) chat with many people at once! It’s difficult in that details about one person sort of bleeds over to the next person (in my mind) and I have a hard because I am afraid I’ll mix up facts. I think two ‘threads’ of conversation at once (like during the same day, not at the same time) is my limit. More then that and I’m afraid I’d go mad. Nonetheless, both conversations were very pleasant and it’s great to chat with these people. I’m looking forward to meeting Jenn on Saturday.

Despite the venomous deception from my ex girlfriend last week, I’m happy that the experience on Lavalife has turned to a more positive direction. Having not met anyone yet, I feel at this point in time that there’s a good chance I could make at least a couple of friends. Maybe one of those friendships would be a good foundation to something more? Who knows. I’m trying to set my level of expectations very low and just be thankful that something like this exists.

Apr 11th 2003

drinks after work

I had an odd dream last night that I bought the Canon EOS-10D but it didn’t have a built-in flash! I was so pissed off. I guess that’s how dreams go.

This morning I began listening to the beefy 18-CD Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on my drive into work. I’m looking forward to the next few weeks listening to Harry’s adventures now that he is in his fourth year at Hogwarts.

Work today was fairly slow. I spent most of the day working with Jegan on the memory leak in Exchange Valuation that Anil discovered. We thought we fixed the leak a few weeks ago, but purify is reporting the leak again. We did a lot of tests and investigations and the problem appears to be in our we implement a singleton class. Maybe purify gets confused with the static implementation like this. We came up with a theory to not delete and null out the static pointer after every event. Instead, we’ll just empty the vector and let the memory cleanup (the four-bytes) occur when the process shuts down and all of the destructors unwind.

We ran some tests in which we threw 10,000 events at the engine. We recorded the resident and virtual memory usage before the test and then after. After implementing our theoretical fix, the leak appeared to go away.

I also spent some time during the day chatting with Jenn and the other girl, Karen. Jenn had a bout of laryngitis and had lost her voice. She was worried that she wouldn’t be able to talk and might have to cancel our date tomorrow. Throughout the day she took a few naps and fortunately her voice came back.

Karen and I talked some throughout the day during some of the times Jenn and I weren’t talking. While we were talking about weekend plans, we both agreed to meet after work for drinks. She suggested a bar in northern Atlanta and we decided to meet there at 6:20pm.

I left work around 5pm. The weather started to get much nicer this afternoon. I went home first, straightened up my apartment and changed my shirt. I then drove up I285 to the exit and found the place with little difficulty. When I walked in, I immediately saw Karen to my right. We introduced each other and talked over a couple drinks.

We mostly talked about our jobs and where we’ve traveled. She’s traveled a lot all over Europe for both work and pleasure. Other than the traveling, we didn’t have a whole lot in common, but it was fun to meet someone new and learn about them. I also found out that she is still married (but separated). I must have misunderstood her when we talked about that earlier, I thought she was divorced. Around 8pm we both went our separate ways.

I chatted with Jenn some more this evening, mostly confirming our plans for tomorrow.

Apr 12th 2003

dogwood festival

I woke up around 8:30am and did some more cleaning in my apartment. When I opened the mini-blinds, I was greeted to a bright sunshiny day and a deep blue sky. I dressed in my canvas cargo shorts, white Abercrombie shirt, and leather sandals.

I have a hard time holding a grudge against someone, so I sent Michele an email forgiving her for what happened and wished her the best of luck in life.

Around 9:45am Jenn called me and let me know that she was running a little late. I headed out around 10:15am towards midtown. With the dogwood festival in Piedmont park today, I was a little worried that I may not be able to find any parking near the High Museum. I drove a block away and was able to park along the street in the same location I parked last time I went to the museum.

I walked over to the ticket box office and picked up the two tickets I previously bought online. I then headed over to the Marta Arts Station where Jenn was due to arrive. I sat on a bench in the sunshine and played solitaire on my iPAQ. Around 10:50 Jenn called and said that she was about ten minutes away. Around 11:15 I looked over to my left and recognized her instantly as she was walking towards me.

When I saw what she was wearing, I felt really under-dressed. She was wearing black heels, and a stunning multi-colored print skit with a sleek black top. She looked really good. We shook hands and began our short walk to the museum.

Once at the High Museum of art, we began our tour of the ‘Old Masters, Impressionists, and Moderns‘ exhibit. We both enjoy impressionism so this exhibit was a treat. The highlights for me were In the Garden by Renoir, Goldfish by Matisse, and a couple of other Roman architecture painting by an artist I can’t remember anymore.

We wrapped up the tour around 12:30 and decided to get some lunch. We walked down to Juniper Street and went to Einstein’s. Jenn had a Caesar salad and I had the coconut shrimp. I found out that Jenn is deathly allergic to peanuts (like my co-worker Bob Melo). We had a nice leisurely lunch and talked about many different topics.

After lunch we walked over to Piedmont Park for the dogwood festival. It was extremely crowded. People were everywhere (about 33% of the people had dogs with them). There were many tents set up offering different types of crafts and art. We walked directly to the spot where the dog frisbee event was supposed to take place.

What looked like a soccer field was ringed with hundreds of people and in the center were a dog and its trainer doing various tricks with Frisbees. Jenn and I found a spot to watch from and as time went on, we made our way to the front of the crowd. Once we got to the front, we both sat down on the grass.

It was here that we sat in the sun for the several hours watching the different dogs fetch frisbees. It was definitely a lot of fun. I know I enjoyed Jenn’s company and I think she enjoyed mine as well. Sitting in direct sunlight started to take its toll on my skin. I noticed my forearms and knees getting a red tint to them. It was too late, there was going to be 1st degree burns. Nonetheless, we both had a great time sitting together watching the dogs on this beautiful spring day.

After the frisbee event ended, we walked around the perimeter of the park, observing the stalls with the various craft goods. By this time it was around 7pm. We left the park and made our way to Colony square building corner and attempted to make a decision about dinner. I suggested that we walk north down Peachtree street as there are several places to choose from. Even though she was wearing heels, Jenn seemed completely up to the walk.

Once we went a few blocks, we decided to go to Nikimotos for sushi. The sun was setting at this point, and we sat outside on the cool patio in the back. Jenn had a glass of German wine and I had a couple vanilla Stoli’s and Coke. She ordered a couple different sushi rolls and two salmon nigri. I had my usually spicy chicken dish. Jenn admitted to me that she almost canceled our date today but was glad she didn’t. I was certainly glad she didn’t too!

We spent quite a bit of time at Nikimotos and eventually left around 9 or 9:30pm. We made our way back to the Marta Arts Center station, walking the streets on this clear and cool evening. I saw Jenn to the entrance to the station and then walked the few blocks to my car.

It took me only about ten or fifteen minutes to get home, as traffic was very light. While I was driving home, I realized that I probably should have offered to drive Jenn to her car so she didn’t have to take Marta.

A while after I got home (11pm) Jenn called me informing me that she just now got to her car. It took an hour to take the train to the North Springs station.

Tara sent me an instant message. She just got a new laptop and created an AIM account. We chatted for about ten minutes before she left. Shortly before I went to bed, around 11:30pm, Jenn sent me an IM letting me know she just now got home. I thanked her again for the absolutely wonderful day and I asked if we could spend time together again. She seemed up to that idea.

Apr 13th 2003

sport _utility_ vehicle

I lazily stayed in bed this morning until around 9:30am. By this time, the sun was up and blazing in the sky. I fixed myself some cinnamon rolls and updated my journal.

Mom had called yesterday when I was out with Jenn to see about her & Jim brining over a desk they want to give me. I had my phone off the entire time I was with Jenn, so I didn’t get the message until 11pm yesterday. I called Mom back this morning and offered to come over to their new house and transport the desk in my explorer.
After getting directions to the house somewhere in East Cobb county, I began the journey. It was really nice driving through the back roads with my windows down and the sunroof open with the breeze hitting my face. Mom’s directions were pretty good and I found the house with little trouble.

It’s actually fairly close to where Kyle used to live. I used to carpool with Kyle every day back when I started working for Delta Technology. We also used to go hiking a lot too. He showed me around all the different trails in North Georgia. At the end of last year he and his wife had a son, Noah. Ever since then, we’ve sort of lost contact with each other. In fact, the last time we talked was in December! I left him a voice mail last week to see about going out for lunch, but haven’t heard back from him. I wonder if he’s avoiding me? It’s probably all my fault, I think I didn’t do good ‘friend maintenance’. That’s something I need to work on.

Once I got to Mom’s house, she gave me a tour. It’s a huge 3,000 sq-ft place. And just for two people! When she told me how much they paid, I was floored. I guess it all depends on the location for what you get. The same price would have landed only decent-size one or two-bedroom Condo in the place James is getting his new condo.

Mom and I loaded the desk into the back of my explorer. I had to fold the back seats down, and that gave enough cargo area. I was actually impressed that I got to use my vehicle for something other than commuting! Maybe one day I’ll be fortunate enough to actually take it off-road!

When we got back to my apartment, we moved the desk into my living-room as a temporary holding area until I move out. I wanted to go outside by the pool or walking down by the river, but decided against it because my skin was still a little too sensitive from the sunburn from yesterday. I talked with Jenn on the telephone for a while before going to bed.

Apr 15th 2003

Road to Perdition

I spent some time this morning implementing PureCoverage in the base global Makefile. After I got that squared away I attempted to instrument a simple driver with PureCoverage. Unfortunately purecov crashed while it was incrementing an internal XML parsing library. I tried several different things but couldn’t resolve the issue. Finally I spent some time collecting detailed information and sending it all to the support folks at Rational software.

This afternoon we had a pre-meeting meeting scheduled from 2:30pm - 4pm. It ended up taking long than that and I left work at 5pm.

While I was driving home, Jenn called to see about what time she should come over. Since I would probably get home around 5:30pm, I told her to leave whenever she wants. She’s never been over before so I didn’t know how long it would take her to get there.

After I got home I straightened things up a bit and rested on my bed while I waited. The phone rang and it was Dad. We talked about the email he sent to Larry and I and about how things were going in general. While we were talking the call waiting on my cell phone beeped (it was Jenn) so I had to conclude my conversation with Dad. I wish I knew how to operate the call waiting feature on my cell phone. I looked it up in the manual a few times, but since I very rarely use it, I always forget when the time comes.

Jenn was close by but was still having difficulty finding my place. I gave her some last-minute directions and a few minutes later she rang from the front gate. I attempted to buzz her in by hitting ‘7′ on my phone but that didn’t seem to work. So finally after another try I just met her at the leasing office and we walked back to my apartment.

She was wearing a sequenced black short-sleeved top, blue jeans, and leather sandals. I was still dressed in my work clothes - khaki Dockers and a green polo shirt. I showed her my place and then we took my car and drove to blockbuster video. We browsed the selection and both decided to rent Road to Perdition with Tom Hanks.

Once we got the video, I drove over to Vinings to Padriac’s for dinner. We got a table outside which was nice considering it was clear and warm outside. Jenn had chicken with rice and I had a pork tenderloin with twice-cooked potatoes. During dinner we talked about the upcoming election, the war in Iraq, the axis of evil, Syria, wine, beer, travel, and other topics.

After dinner we went back to my place and watched the movie. It was pretty good (as are most Tom Hanks dramas). I especially liked the musical score and the scenes of 1931 Chicago.

Apr 16th 2003

long meeting

I didn’t get to sleep until around 3am or so. Because of this, I only got about four hours of sleep.

I spent the morning working the PureCoverage issue some more. Rational support emailed me back asking them for the version of our compiler. I guess they have some reading comprehension issues because I included the version in my original email to them. I’m not worried that I’m working with a ‘first level’ support drone who is only giving canned responses. I contacted our corporate support liaison and asked if they could assist. They told me that they would take care of it. Wow that’s service!

When 9:30 rolled around Casey, Scott, Jegan, and I walked across the street to the administration building for our long meeting. We were some of the first people there so we got good seats around the massive conference table. Over the next fifteen minutes most of the other people filed in.

Casey, Scott, and I made bets on how late the meeting would start. Casey wagered that it would start 30 minutes late, I suggested 25 minutes late, and Scott came in with an early 13 minutes late. Scott won. We actually started only 5 minutes late. Our new director, Alonzo, appears to like things to start on time!

Next came an introduction from our vice-president, Brent, who explained that this next release is so important that the company will save $800,000 for every day we deliver early.

The rest of the meeting was taken up by various managers and directors from different contributing areas (applications, infrastructure, data services, middleware, etc) stating what items they needed by what dates in order to meet this stringent October deadline. Most complained that we simply don’t have enough time from now until October to go through the whole development lifecycle in order to meet the date. We were assured that we should do whatever is necessary to keep the same date, even if it means obtaining additional resources. It should be a very interesting & busy summer. The meeting was over at 1pm instead of the scheduled 2pm time which was nice.

I had a very hard time concentrating the rest of the afternoon because I was so tired from the lack of sleep the night before. Around 4pm, I was working with Ram on the top-down code build we did during the day and Casey paged me to go to the 11-East conference room. I dropped what I was doing and went to the conference room. I’m glad I cam quickly because it was full of people including my director and vice president. They were ’scoring’ requirements to be given to an application service provider for a package we are considering to buy for the next release. The meeting wrapped up at 5pm and I went home around 5:30pm.

Apr 17th 2003

unresolved symbol

This morning during our team lead meeting we were informed by Anil that we have an ‘unresolved symbol’ error in one of the MTR libraries whenever we run a certain transaction. After the meeting, I worked with Alex and Ram to research this problem and try to track down what was causing it. At 11:40 or so we broke for lunch and decided to finish it when we got back.

We went to ‘Chupe’s’ for lunch today since its Thursday and they serve homemade fries. During lunch, Alex and I briefly discussed the problem and it sounded to me like it would be an easy fix. James and I finalized our plans for St. Maarten and decided that we are going the weekend of the 26th instead of this weekend.

When we got back to the office I took a close look at the problem and realized that it wasn’t so simple after all. What’s happening is that our messaging objects are making method calls to a method which lives in the MTR library. But the catch is that the messaging library is NOT linking with the MTR library where this method lives. Instead, they have a soft-link to the header file containing the signature of the method to be called. This ‘fools’ the compiler during linking to not complain. To muddle things even more, the MTR library uses and links-with the messaging objects.

To me, the problem seemed pretty obvious. The unresolved symbol error was coming FROM the messaging library, indicating that he could not find the implementation of the method being called. It so happens that the method it is complaining about is the one that is implemented in the MTR library. Of course since the messaging library does not link with the MTR library, it has no way of knowing where to find the implementation of the method.

This (in my eyes) sloppy implementation of the method call is cause for serious concern. We had a heated debate regarding this practice and it really detracted from the overall issue. At one point, I tried to force the messaging library to link with the MTR library (thus emphasizing the already circular dependency) but the linker complained that we were indeed doing a circular dependency and refused to link (and rightly so).

Rodney explained to me in a very detailed step-by-step explanation what they are doing and why. It made sense and once he explained it, I must admit that it didn’t seem that bad. It was now 2:30pm and we still had no closure to this problem. I realized that to others our debates on the issue may look like arguing or trying to prove the other wrong. I don’t believe this was the case. I live for this kind of stuff (tackling a complex problem), and think Rodney and the others do too. When I get ‘animated’ during a technical discussion, I think some may mistake it for yelling.

After running several tests, we finally narrowed the problem down to these facts:

# The code compiled directly from the development ClearCase branch works in all environments.
# The code compiled in RET yesterday does not work in any environment.
# The code compiled in RET from April 1 works in all environments.

Therefore, we concluded that we must have a problem with the code compiled yesterday in RET. Ram and I looked through the build logs and saw nothing out of the ordinary. Doing branch comparison reports showed a single line difference that was unrelated to the problem.

We still did not know why the problem happened or what the specific fix was. All we knew were the three facts above. I finally suggested that we are out of options and might as well re-build and re-deploy the two libraries causing trouble. When I left around 6pm, Ram had built the libraries and we will have them deployed tomorrow morning.

While I was working with Jegan on another issue, Carole came by and informed us that he and I might be taking on an ‘architecture’ role for the next release. That sounds like fun!

Jenn and I spoke some during the day and she asked if I wanted to get some dinner after she gets off work (probably around 9:30). This sounded good to me - I would have enough time to go to the gym and get a shower before she came over. I didn’t make it to the gym, but I managed to do a bunch of pushups and take a shower.

Jenn got a little lost on Northside Drive and I tried to help her find the right road while she was in transit. Around 11pm she showed up and we went to TGI Friday’s for a late dinner. Later she went home and I went to bed.

Apr 18th 2003

not really fixed

A few people took the day off today since its Good Friday (and a Delta administrative holiday). When I came in the office I stopped by Ram’s cube. He and Anil were verifying yesterday’s build against the transaction causing the unresolved symbol problem. From the test they ran, it looks like everything is working now. We’re still unsure why rebuilding the code fixed the problem, but it appears to be fixed.

I sent Rodney a page explaining the good news.

Brian, Alex, Susan, and I went to this new Chinese place for lunch. It’s basically one of those cheap mall cafeteria Chinese fast food places but in its own building. The food wasn’t that terrific. I had sesame chicken and Hunan chicken.

After lunch, Anil informed me that the unresolved symbol problem was still present in the system test tuxedo domain. I took a look at it and immediately realized that the new ‘configuration’ pointing to the correct libraries was never installed. I checked the other domain they ran the test on this morning and the same thing happened there. I was flabbergasted at the fact that Ram neglected to install the new configuration! I spoke with him and he installed the new config.

While he was doing this, I informed the other team members what happened. After Ram got the new configuration deployed we tested the rebuilt libraries for the first time. Fortunately, it worked.

I didn’t do a whole lost the rest of the day after I got home. Since all of my weekend plans fell through I was at a loss what to do this weekend. I checked the weather forecast for the Atlanta area and it is showing partly clouding for both Saturday and Sunday. Looks like I’ll go hiking tomorrow. I also need to go shopping. I need some new blue-jeans, slacks (for work), and dress shirts (for work) - preferable the wrinkle-free Eddie Bauer shirts, those rock!

Apr 20th 2003

Easter

While the forecast for this weekend was partly cloudy (mostly sunny?), reality was much different. Instead, all day Saturday it was overcast, and all day today it was overcast too. I should have gone out of town this weekend. There was nothing to do. I COULD have gone hiking, but would rather do it when there is some sunshine.

Instead I didn’t get a whole lot done this weekend. I cleaned the bathroom and cooked myself a large dinner tonight. I also did lots of reading.

I checked my webalizer statistics for my website this morning and so far for the month of April, these are the top google search strings that have led people to my site:

# chicago skyline photos
# austin skyline photos
# bluetooth keyboard
# amicalola river
# chattahoochee river

I think all but the ‘bluetooth’ were hits on my photo gallery.

Dad called me yesterday and we chatted for a while. Larry called at some point to talk about our Hawaii trip. Jenn called me this morning to wish me a happy Easter. Craig called later today. I planned on calling all of the family members but lost track of time and never did. I hate it when I do that.

I made the mistake of tuning in to MTV today. They were showing ‘The Osbournes‘. I’ve never seen that show before and now I know why. I also now know why American’s are hated by everyone else. The guy is so drugged out that he can’t even talk straight, hold his hands straight, or even walk straight. His adult-aged children act like a bunch of spoiled brats! If this (by way of MTV) is what other countries see of the United States, it is no wonder they thing we’re all a bunch of spoiled lazy pigs!

Apr 22nd 2003

travel report

Today Casey told me about a form we can fill out to get our travel history. I thought this was such a cool thing that I requested my travel history:

[code]Date Flight# Origin Dest Class Miles Type
07-Apr-03 5596 MDT ATL Y 619 Domestic
06-Apr-03 5579 ATL MDT Y 619 Domestic
29-Mar-03 4622 MDT ATL Y 619 Domestic
28-Mar-03 4622 ATL MDT Y 619 Domestic
23-Mar-03 4795 SAT ATL Y 874 Domestic
22-Mar-03 677 ATL SAT F 874 Domestic
09-Mar-03 812 SXM ATL F 1,701 Domestic
08-Mar-03 779 ATL SXM F 1,701 Domestic
26-Feb-03 284 SLC ATL Y 1,589 Domestic
26-Feb-03 2077 JAC SLC Y 205 Domestic
22-Feb-03 1949 ATL JAC F 1,572 Priority
09-Feb-03 129 DUB ATL C 3,938 Transoceanic
06-Feb-03 129 ATL DUB C 3,938 Transoceanic
26-Jan-03 4598 FWA ATL Y 508 Domestic
25-Jan-03 4598 ATL FWA Y 508 Domestic
13-Jan-03 540 SAT ATL Y 874 Domestic
10-Jan-03 965 ATL SAT Y 874 Domestic
29-Dec-02 174 SAN ATL C 1,891 Priority
26-Dec-02 315 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Priority
28-Nov-02 4742 AUS ATL Y 811 Domestic
27-Nov-02 1819 ATL AUS Y 811 Reward
03-Nov-02 2247 PWM ATL Y 1,027 Domestic
01-Nov-02 836 ATL PWM F 1,027 Domestic
02-Sep-02 2105 ANC ATL F 3,416 Reward
29-Aug-02 383 SLC ANC F 2,125 Domestic
29-Aug-02 271 ATL SLC Y 1,589 Domestic
17-Aug-02 1448 BWI ATL F 576 Domestic
17-Aug-02 556 ATL BWI F 576 Domestic
03-Aug-02 1129 ORD ATL Y 606 F&F
03-Aug-02 440 ATL ORD Y 606 F&F
21-Jul-02 708 SAT ATL Y 874 Domestic
19-Jul-02 485 ATL SAT Y 874 Domestic
09-Jul-02 1966 SAN ATL C 1,891 Priority
03-Jul-02 1977 ATL SAN C 1,891 Priority
09-Jun-02 201 AUS ATL Y 811 F&F
08-Jun-02 2221 ATL AUS F 811 F&F
26-May-02 794 AUS ATL F 811 Domestic
25-May-02 2221 ATL AUS F 811 Domestic
11-Mar-02 174 SAN ATL C 1,891 Priority
07-Mar-02 1977 ATL SAN C 1,891 Domestic
23-Feb-02 430 SAT ATL F 874 Domestic
15-Feb-02 1819 ATL AUS Y 811 Priority
20-Jan-02 174 SAN ATL C 1,891 Domestic
18-Jan-02 1273 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Priority
25-Dec-01 174 SAN ATL C 1,891 Domestic
23-Dec-01 1565 ATL LAX Y 1,946 Priority
24-Oct-01 174 SAN ATL C 1,891 Domestic
18-Oct-01 1969 ATL SAN C 1,891 Domestic
14-Oct-01 9602 SAT ATL Y 874 Domestic
13-Oct-01 1511 ATL SAT Y 874 Domestic
14-Aug-01 864 HNL ATL F 4,502 Priority
09-Aug-01 837 ATL HNL F 4,502 Reward
29-Jul-01 656 SAT ATL F 874 Domestic
26-Jul-01 235 ATL SAT Y 874 Domestic
13-May-01 228 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Domestic
11-May-01 1969 ATL SAN C 1,891 Domestic
01-Apr-01 794 AUS ATL Y 811 Domestic
30-Mar-01 1221 ATL AUS Y 811 Domestic
20-Feb-01 2098 ABQ ATL Y 1,269 Domestic
16-Feb-01 1125 ATL ABQ Y 1,269 F&F
11-Jan-01 2002 ATL SLC Y 1,589 Priority
27-Nov-00 276 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Domestic
21-Nov-00 423 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Domestic
11-Nov-00 893 DCA ATL F 547 F&F
11-Nov-00 364 ATL DCA Y 547 F&F
03-Sep-00 16 DFW ATL Y 732 Domestic
02-Sep-00 321 ATL DFW Y 732 Domestic
19-Aug-00 454 SLC ATL Y 1,589 Priority
15-Aug-00 1457 MCI SLC F 919 Domestic
15-Aug-00 1801 ATL MCI Y 693 Domestic
17-Jul-00 1736 AUS ATL Y 811 Domestic
15-Jul-00 2221 ATL AUS F 811 Domestic
08-Jun-00 54 HNL ATL Y 4,502 Priority
31-May-00 341 LAX HNL Y 2,556 Priority
31-May-00 205 ATL LAX Y 1,946 Priority
10-Apr-00 794 AUS ATL Y 811 Domestic
07-Apr-00 549 ATL AUS Y 811 Domestic
31-Mar-00 183 SLC ATL Y 1,589 Priority
30-Mar-00 1296 ATL SLC Y 1,589 Domestic
06-Mar-00 228 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Domestic
03-Mar-00 423 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Priority
14-Feb-00 1258 AUS ATL F 811 Domestic
12-Feb-00 359 ATL AUS F 811 Domestic
08-Nov-99 1258 AUS ATL F 811 Domestic
06-Nov-99 1219 ATL AUS F 811 Domestic
12-Aug-99 1858 ANC ATL F 3,416 Priority
05-Aug-99 769 SLC ANC F 2,125 Priority
05-Aug-99 451 ATL SLC Y 1,589 Priority
24-May-99 276 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Domestic
20-May-99 423 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Priority
19-May-99 1446 AUS ATL Y 811 Domestic
18-May-99 1659 ATL AUS Y 811 Priority
04-Apr-99 1258 AUS ATL F 811 Domestic
02-Apr-99 359 ATL AUS F 811 Domestic
07-Feb-99 276 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Priority
05-Feb-99 423 ATL SAN F 1,891 Priority
19-Oct-98 984 MDT ATL Y 619 Domestic
16-Oct-98 1908 ATL MDT Y 619 Domestic
25-Aug-98 1628 SAT ATL F 874 Domestic
25-Aug-98 1705 SLC SAT Y 1,086 Domestic
25-Aug-98 2076 YYC SLC Y 720 Domestic
21-Aug-98 1936 SLC YYC Y 720 Domestic
21-Aug-98 1296 ATL SLC Y 1,589 Domestic
19-Aug-98 228 SAN ATL Y 1,891 Priority
12-Aug-98 423 ATL SAN Y 1,891 Priority[/code]

I imported it into Excel and added up all the miles: 146,197 miles.
Wow that’s a lot of miles!

Apr 23rd 2003

vendor scoring

Because today is Wednesday, it means lots of meetings. I started the day out with a 9am staff meeting. Just before the meeting started, I picked up a small ‘fun-sized’ box of candy nerds to munch on during the meeting. So, while we were discussing whatever we normally discuss in our staff meeting, I was eating the nerds and checking email on my PDA. Close to the end of the meeting Steve Crowgey (a great guy who is always smiling) spoke up and announced that he had just one thing to say, “Does anyone else find it ironic that Jeff is eating a box of nerds and playing with his PDA?” This, of course, caused a lot of laughter from everyone in the room and I have to admit that it was pretty funny.

At 10am we had our ‘team lead’ meeting. We spent an hour going over the status of what’s left to complete for our official system test. We changed a few dates on some reports and after an hour we were done.

At 11am we had a long meeting with Jennifer from Accenture and Gus from middleware. We were supposed to ’score’ responses to about 500 questions sent to two different vendors. The ’scoring’ criteria ranged from 0-9. The rules for the criteria were ‘availability’ of a particular feature. For example, ‘9′ would mean it’s available right now and ‘1′ would mean it isn’t available at all. This was great for questions asking for features, but it was worthless for many of the other responses. All of the other questions were ones like ‘Are you a publicly-traded company?’ How do you score that? It’s either a ‘yes’ or ‘no’ response. The meeting slowly degraded into what seemed to be an almost meaningless exercise. We didn’t know how to score some of the responses, and some people were trying to assign weights to the responses, based upon how the vendor responded. But the problem is that already previously weighed all the questions. Finally around 2pm the meeting ended.

I spent the rest of the afternoon working with Jegan on the PureCoverage issue. He recompiled everything using a newer version of the C++ compiler (aCC version 3.25 instead of 3.13) and that seemed to make the crashes go away. It’s still not a permanent solution because we can’t all upgrade to the new compiler until certain OS patches are loaded in the development environments.

Shortly before I left for the day, Carole came by and warned me that we may need to work over the weekend on May 3rd.

While driving home along the west-side of I285, I hit a rare traffic jam and it took me an hour to get home instead of the usual 30 minutes. Fortunately it was sunny and 70 degrees outside so I didn’t mind the delay so much. It felt good to have the windows open and the music blasting.

While I was doing a load of laundry, I got a call from a number that I hadn’t seen for a long time. It was Michele. She called to inform me that she is now engaged to be married. The guy, Steve, is 16 years older than her. I wished her the best of luck.

Late last night Jenn and I made plans to spend the evening together after she got off work. She called around 7:15pm and I gave her directions to my place from the perspective of coming from the north-side of I285. She arrived shortly after that and we went out to dinner to Don Pablo’s Mexican food restaurant. She was wearing an Ann Taylor red shirt with khaki colored slacks and brown sandals. We both had margaritas and talked about things like the Patriot Act over dinner. It turns out we are both have very anti-Patriot Act views. It was a very pleasant evening.

Apr 24th 2003

bluetooth issues

Shortly after arriving to work today Carole stopped by my cube and asked if I had my camera with me. She wanted me to bring it to the surprise 40th birthday celebration they organized for Casey. Around 9:15 I grabbed by backpack (which contains my camera) and headed down to the 10th floor and into the large ‘10 East’ conference room.

Carole & company had already set up the balloons, cake, doughnuts, and drinks on one side of the room. A lot of people were already in there waiting. I went to sit by the windows overlooking the airport. I really wish I had an office on the east-side of the building because there is an excellent view of the entire airport and one can watch planes take off and land all day long.

A few minutes later Brian and Casey walked in. Casey looked annoyed because Brian led him there under the guide of going to a meeting. After a few moments, it sunk in that this wasn’t a meeting and he seemed surprised and happy for the celebration.

I took a few photos and then enjoyed some cake and orange juice. And then around 10am I went back to my desk.

For lunch today Brian, Alex, Bob, Casey, Susan, Jay, and I went to The Varsity in downtown. After lunch I went to a 2pm ‘error handling’ meeting. The whole subject left a bad taste in my mouth and I hope we don’t paint yourself into a box when it comes to ‘poison ticket’ situations.

I was supposed to finish laundry today but forgot to do it, so I need to do the last load tomorrow. I had more Bluetooth problems again. I’m starting to get a little disappointed in the Microsoft Bluetooth wireless keyboard & mouse combo. For what seems to be a weekly or even bi-weekly occurrence, the keyboard or the mouse will simply stop working. For unknown reasons, the connectivity breaks (even rebooting doesn’t fix it), and I have to redo the ‘exploration’ and authentication for the Bluetooth devices. There are no battery issues, it’s just a pain in the ass because I have to open up the control panel, go to the ‘wireless link’ item and delete the ’stale’ entry for the keyboard or mouse. Then I have to ’search’ for the device again. Once the device is found, I need to authenticate it. This is simply unacceptable behavior when I’m playing a game and my character dies because my mouse or keyboard decides they are going to stop working. Having to go through these steps is also frustrating because you have to do it using either the mouse or the keyboard. Navigating windows without a mouse is a challenge to say the least. I sincerely hope Microsoft comes out with a patch to this problem.

On the topic of computer problems, I think the network problems I’ve been having once a month are the fault of WinXP or my broadcom gigabit ethernet and not the shorewall firewall in linux. The last time this happened, I did a lot of diagnosis and came to the conclusion that the firewall has been behaving nicely and not causing the problems. Instead, the last time this happened, I observed firsthand a slow degradation of all networking services on my WinXP desktop. Doing tests revealed that certain things suddenly stopped working and eventually I as getting funky event logging errors for everything. Even attempting a simple ‘netstat’ form the console caused an application error. This is really odd. Rebooting fixed the problem, but that is not an acceptable solution if this is going to happen once a month. I wonder if the problem is the Broadcom gigabit ethernet drivers.

While I’m ranting, I think I’m going to cancel my Asheron’s Call 2 subscription. I rarely play anymore and when I do, it just isn’t fun.

Apr 25th 2003

TMI

With today being a Friday, work was pretty slow this morning. Not much happened until around 11am when we assembled for lunch.

Today we were taking Casey out to Maggiano’s in Buckhead for his 40th birthday celebration lunch. We made reservations for eighteen people. I rode in Brian’s car along with Carole, and Susan. When we arrived, most of the other people were already seated. The lunch was really nice. The ‘family style’ restaurant is something I’ve not experienced before and it was a little bizarre ordering the same stuff for the entire table. Nonetheless it was fun to be surprised to find out what everyone else decided. I purposely didn’t give any input, instead I engaged in conversation with Jegan about digital cameras.

We had some sort of frizzed zucchini and ranch sauce as an appetizer. This was followed by two different types of salad, both of which were excellent. Then the main courses were chicken parmesan, beef lasagna, and some sort of chicken pasta. I liked the chicken parmesan the best. Desert was tiramisu and chocolate cake. It ended up costing us $20 per person.

We didn’t get back to the office until nearly 2pm. It was almost a three hour lunch! Fortunately since my manager came along, we didn’t feel quite so guilty.

I finalized plans for the St. Maarten trip this weekend. Unfortunately the weather forecast shows cloudy conditions for both Saturday and Sunday. That could put a damper on things as I wanted to get lots of photos.

I intended to get a haircut after work but had to put it off since James invited me to hang out with him and some of his friends after work. We went over to his new condo to check it out. He got all new furniture, and it looked pretty nice. A huge thunderstorm was rolling in, so we headed out to dinner at Nikimotos before the rain came. I had a lot of sushi. After dinner I came home and did laundry and charged up the batteries for my digital camera.

I learned a valuable lesson today. More harm than good can come from publishing personal details about my life. I’ve yanked everything from 1995-2002. I’ve also yanked entries that go into a little too much detail. Unfortunately for a lot of other entries have both personal details and every-day stuff mixed together, so I’ll have to spend some time next week to prune out the offending details and place them into private entries. That exercise is going to be a pain in the ass.

I had to think about the value, if any, of publishing old journal entries that were never intended for public consumption. The only thing I could come up with was that Tara, Liz, and Christian managed to stumble upon my site and we got back in touch with each other. If I hadn’t published all those old entries, google would have never walked those entries and my old friends would have never found my site through random google searches on their own names.

However, even with the positive aspects, I never fully considered the ramifications of someone’s view about me after reading everything from the past. I suppose I was a but too gullible in thinking that such an ‘open book’ would be a good thing, but it turns out that there is indeed such a thing as too much information.

Apr 26th 2003

St. Maarten v2.1

I didn’t sleep really great last night because yesterday was a pretty disappointing day. My alarm woke me up at 6am and I hit snooze a few times. This resulted in me not waking up until 7am. I took a shower and threw two of my Abercrombie t-shirts, shorts, and sandals in my backpack. I grabbed my passport and drove to the office.

I arrived at the mostly deserted A3 building parking lot at 8am. James and I agreed to meet there at 8am and take the Marriott hotel shuttle bus to the airport. This is convenient because the office building is next-door to the hotel so all one needs to do is park and walk over there. I didn’t see James so I waited about fifteen minutes and walked over to the hotel by myself. When I got to the hotel entrance I called James’s cell phone and he informed me that he was just arriving now. Since it was still early, mil-dew was clinging to everything including flowers in a flower bed. I took my camera out of my backpack, extended the lens to the ‘200mm’ position, and flipped the macro switch. I took a few photos of the flowers.

Just as James showed up, the shuttle bus arrived and took us to the airport. We used our employee badges to get to the front of the security line and then went over to the ‘E’ concourse. Once at the concourse, we checked in at the Delta counter and headed to the food court to get some breakfast. We saw Casey in the food court and talked with him about his adventures from going out last night.

After breakfast we headed to gate E6 where the flight was scheduled to depart from. Casey checked in with an ‘S3′ priority and both James & I checked in with an ‘S2′ priority. Because there were a lot of people standing by for this flight, Casey wasn’t sure he would get first class even with an S2, so he didn’t risk burning it. James and I were given seats 1A and 1B in the front of the plane.

The flight to St. Maarten was pleasant and uneventful. I was anxious that the weather wasn’t going to be agreeable and had visions of overcast skies. Fortunately as we began our initial approach into the SXM airport, I didn’t notice too many clouds and my spirits lifted. Indeed, even as we were landing it certainly did not look mostly cloudy. Instead, it looked mostly sunny! This made me very happy.

When we deplaned, I spotted Rebecca (Casey’s friend) working the flight. We met up with her and all went through the immigration line. Once we cleared that, Casey led us to the rental car and he ferried us to the Maho Beach hotel. James and I checked in, went up to our room, changed into beach clothes, and headed down to the tiki bar near the airport.

We spent the rest of the afternoon there drinking and enjoying the sunshine. As the afternoon wore on, the sun dipped below a large cumulous cloudbank and the effect of the rays of light shooting out from the edges of the clouds was spectacular. I took a lot of pictures of this and the subsequent setting sun.

After dark, we went back to the hotel and eventually met up with Casey & Rebecca to go out for some dinner. We drove to the French side of the island towards a marina area where a lot of nice restaurants are located. We parked and walked around the marina looking at the different restaurants. Because this was the French side of the island I had very low expectations. In fact, I was half-expecting some of the French people to spit on us since were Americans. Fortunately this did not happen.

We finally settled on a seafood place and were seated immediately. I asked for ‘ice water’ and got a glass (with no ice) and a bottle of Evian. Rebecca and James both ordered the muscles dish and Casey and I ordered the rack of lamb plate. It took them a long time to bring our food. The lamb was pretty good and everyone else seemed to enjoy their dinner as well. After we finished eating, it took them a very long time to bring the check.

After dinner we headed back towards the Netherlands side of the island. On the way, we stopped at the famous boat bar for about an hour. We had some drinks, and all did a shot of something nice and creamy (that contained crown royal, butterscotch, and something else).

By this time it was around 11:30pm and we headed back to the hotel. We parked and then went to a place Rebecca likes called ‘Sopranos’. The logo for this place is the same logo as the HBOSopranos‘ show - even with the gun for the ‘r’.

Maybe it was because I had a few more drinks, but Sopranos was a really cool place. It had so much character. It was a small ‘bar’ with three booths on the adjacent wall. When we came in, I noticed how dark it was. All over the walls were pictures of the Sopranos cast members. A tall balding man with a ponytail wearing a suit seated us next to a bizarre couple. The guy was mopping sweat from his brow and vastly exposed chest. He was wearing some sort of light material shirt unbuttoned all the way down to his navel. He and his lady friend were constantly getting up and doing this funky dance.

Adjacent to the bar was another balding guy with a goatee and wearing a suit playing a keyboard. He was playing (and sinking to) popular songs - popular for the crowd in there. Seated at the bar were about 6 guys dressed up as if they just came from Oktoberfest. They must have been polka-band players because they all carried instruments and were joining in (for a few notes at least) to the songs being played.

After the polka-band looking guys left, the keyboard guy came up to us and asked if we wanted him to play anything in particular. I asked him if he had any U2, and he said he would play something special by them. While he was talking with James, I noticed he had a really thick British accent.

Sure enough, a while later he played his rendition of ‘With or Without You’ by U2. By this time it was around 1 or 2am and we left Sopranos and went across the street to the casino. James plunked down at a blackjack table and began playing. I watched for a while and when I turned around, Casey and Rebecca had already left. I cashed in $20 for chips and played a few hands with James. I’m not a very good blackjack player and five hands later I was out of chips. I told James I was going up to the room to turn in and whished him luck.

Apr 27th 2003

St. Maarten v2.2