Monthly Archive for January, 2003

Jan 2nd 2003

Molasses slow hospital

Work was pretty good today. I started writing and compiling code for the modules I’m working on for exchanges.

On my way home from work, I spoke with Michele because she left me a voice-mail. It seems that Makayla threw up today and Michele would like me to come over at 7:30 to watch after Makayla while she runs to the grocery store.

Around 6:30pm Michele called me and asked if I could please come over and go with her to the emergency room. I grabbed my backpack and went to her apartment. When I got there we drove to the hospital. There we spent the next five hours sitting around. They gave Makayla the same medicine she has at home as well as a drip of a water-like substance (saline?, glucose?). It also took a long time to see a doctor.

Jan 3rd 2003

Finally coding

Work was pretty good today. I did a lot of coding for two of the four modules I’m working on. I’m really happy we’re tying the Rose model so closely with the source code. The only drawback I’ve seen so far is when we discover a problem, one of us must check out the rose model (from Documentum) and then have someone else check in the source-code to be modified. After that we make the changes in Rose (i.e. changing the interface) and regenerate the code. Once the code is regenned, we check it in as well as the rose model.

Carole (my manager) came by to remind me that I need to complete my self evaluation. It was due on 12-06-2002. I spent the afternoon working on it.

Since my manager left early we decided to take a long lunch. We drove out to Ashford-Dunwoody road on the north-side of town (we work next to Hartsfield airport) and had lunch as the new BBQ place called Smokey Bones. Everyone except for me had the ribs. I had the beef biscuit and it was excellent!

After work Michele came over since she’s spending the night at my place tonight. We went out to the same area I had lunch, the perimeter mall area with the anticipation of going to an Italian restaurant called Brio. When we got there, Michele noticed PF Changs next to Brio and suggested that we have Chinese instead. We valet parked (there was no parking) and had to wait 70 minutes for a table. Michele ordered the teriyaki chicken and I ordered the special. When they brought out the orders, they messed up mine and brought out something else. It was still good and I ate it. When the waitress came by she noticed they brought out the wrong food and apologized. Shortly after that she brought out the correct order and told me that I can either eat it or take it home. I had a little of both.

Jan 4th 2003

Getting sick

Michele and I couldn’t come up with anything exciting to do today so we decided to rent a movie and stay inside on this cold day. We went to Blockbuster Video and rented the X-Men because Michele hasn’t seen it before and the sequel is supposed to come out soon in the theaters. We also stopped by Famous Dave’s BBQ and got an order to go. Michele had a chicken sandwich and I had the pulled pork BBQ sandwich.

After the movie Michele left and I played Asheron’s Call 2 some. Today I played Noke the Tumerok Missile-Feral and managed to get him up to level 30. From 29 to 30 he mostly soloed everything. The combination of missile skills and feral intendant skills makes him do an incredible amount of damager very fast. Of course he can’t live very long when attacking things toe-to-toe.

As the afternoon progressed I started to feel sick and had a terrible headache. I took three Advil and went to bed early.

Jan 6th 2003

Self Evaluation

I’ve still been feeling a bit under the weather since Saturday. I didn’t do much at work today other than attend a lot of meetings. First, there was a 10am meeting with another group to discuss how the Exchange engine will do some of the work that is on their business requirements. That went fairly well and in the meeting I jotted down the new class & methods we will need to create in order to accomplish the new work. After the 10am meeting, I worked at my desk completing the work related to the meeting so I missed lunch. At 12:45 I ran to McDonalds and bought two big macs ($4.73) and brought them back to my desk. I munched them down while working until 1pm where I had to attend a team-lead meeting. That went on until around 2:30 (we started thirty minutes late talking about our vacations). At 3pm I had another meeting with the middleware group to discuss capacity requirements for the next release of our application. We decided that even with a 100% increase in ticket processing per day the next release of the system will be able to handle the load.

Before Carole left she reminded me that I’m supposed to complete my self evaluation (which was due a month ago). She said that she needs to have all of the performance reviews done by the end of tomorrow so she will be working from home tomorrow. I worked on my self evaluation more in the afternoon and finally went home with the anticipation of finishing it up tonight.

When I got home Michele was there. She has a doctors appointment tomorrow morning and Makayla is spending the night at her grandmothers house. I was feeling really exhausted probably from getting over this cold or whatever it is. We deliberated about what to do for dinner and finally decided on Houston’s. The atmosphere and food was great.

After we got home I worked on my self-evaluation and we watched Joe Millionaire. At 10pm I was too tired to continue so we went to bed.

Jan 8th 2003

Jeff the Nurse

Michele got really sick yesterday when she went to see her doctor for a routine physical examination. They first thought she had a stomach ulcer, then they thought she had a stomach virus, then they thought she may have something wrong with her appendix. At this point in time, they don’t know what is wrong with her. She’s scheduled to have a CAT scan Friday.

She called me Tuesday and asked if I could come take care of her that evening. So yesterday as well as today I went over to her place after work and took care of her and spent the night. She’s doing much better today and it seems as if whatever caused the problem is gone now.

Jan 9th 2003

Singleton Pattern

Work has been really great this week so far. We’ve been making a lot of process in the coding-phase of the Exchange Valuation engine. We went through several iterations from our original design on how to handle error & informational conditions. Previously, we were returning a container of strings that represented the message. Then, we through about passing around a different container of a different messaging class but saw that we were passing it to every single method. Finally we settled on a more elegant solution: We created a special singleton class that represents the container of messages. That singleton class is listed as an attribute for ALL of our classes (since we can in theory make a log call anywhere). The constructor for every class calls the special initialize method of the singleton class to get the correct instance. It’s been a lot of fun.

Jan 10th 2003

ATL-SAT

Craig asked me if I could fly down to San Antonio this weekend and I ran it by Michele. There must have been some confusion because Michele seems to remember me saying that I would leave Saturday morning and I seem to remember stating that I would leave either Friday or Saturday.

So when I found out yesterday that it would be Friday and I told Michele we got into a fight. There’s not much more to say about that.

Some days it’s really tough to get a lot accomplished at work. Today has been one of those days. Between meetings and a two hour lunch I haven’t been able to get much done. We had a big meeting about the decision the business made to push Exchange Valuation out of scope for the next application release. In the meeting, we decided to implement it anyway and bypass the results from the other downstream engines so that we don’t have to dedicate the time and resources to specially handle the exchanges but still capture the benefit of processing them in the core engine.

My flight to San Antonio wasn’t scheduled to leave until 6:50pm. The guy who sits across from me (James) said that the Delta admin building has a check-in kiosk in the lobby. So instead of standing in line for a kiosk at the airport, I drove over to the admin building and checked in to get my boarding pass request card. Once at the airport I was able to get to the front of the security checkpoint line thanks to my employee ID.

The flight was in-time and I was assigned seat 23A. I called Michele when I got to the gate and the first thing she said to me was that she wanted me to come home and go to San Antonio tomorrow morning. I thought we had this conversation last night but she wanted to have it again. We argued over the fact that she’s convinced herself that everything I do (especially visit my friends) is all only an excuse to cheat on her with another girl. This is, of course, ridiculous. Finally we came to an amicable understanding and I got on board the plane.

The flight was boring. I read a few chapters in my Wheel of Time book. When we arrived in San Antonio, Craig & Alex met me outside of the baggage claim area. He was driving a different car from last time. Before he had a Yukon and this time he has a new Jeep.

When we got to his house, Craig’s friend (his ex-neighbor) Oscar and Oscar’s girlfriend (Jennifer) were there because they were celebrating her thirtieth birthday. I had a few drinks and around 10pm (central time) I was so tired I went to bed.

Jan 11th 2003

Heroes of Might & Magic 4

I woke up this morning and used Craig’s his PC to log into my computer and check mail and catch up on my websites. I also called Michele but got her voicemail since she was most likely in class already. An hour or so later Craig came in and we talked. Apparently I missed a lot of events last night after I went to bed. Craig’s friend Oscar and Oscar’s girlfriend got into a huge screaming fight and broke up. He lent me a bunch of CD’s (books on tape) for the first book of Happy Potter. Since it was getting late into the morning we went out for some breakfast. We went to Sonic and each had two of their egg & bacon breakfast toast things. It was pretty good.

Craig recently got a new hot tub so when we got back to his house he lent me a swimsuit and we went out to sit in the hot relaxing water. After about thirty minutes we went back inside and each got a shower. After that Craig and I spent the next six hours or so playing a hotseat scenario of a computer game called Heroes of Might & Magic 4. We used to play that game (previous incarnations) as well as another similar turn-based strategy game called Warlords back when we were in High School. The latest installment of HOMM was a lot of fun and we ended up crushing the computer even on the advanced difficulty setting. While we were playing, we ordered Pizza to munch on so we wouldn’t have to leave the computer.

During the day I tried to call Michele a couple of more times but always got the voice mail. After we finished playing the computer game I tried to call Michele at home since it was now in the afternoon. The first thing she said to me was, ‘Are you on the plane?’ I said no. She said, ‘Are you at the airport?’ I said no. She asked when I was coming back today. I told her that I wouldn’t be coming back until tomorrow (Sunday). This upset her greatly. The next hour or two was spent with us in a fight. She accused me of lying to her and misleading her and taking her for granted. Apparently I wasn’t clear enough when I said I would be back Saturday or Sunday. Eventually things calmed down.

Craig and I spent the rest of the day watching movies on his Television.

Jan 12th 2003

Stuck in San Antonio

Both Craig and I didn’t wake up until almost lunch time today. When we got up, we went out for lunch to a BBQ place called Casey’s. I had the beef brusquest and sausage plate with potato salad and cole slaw. The potato salad was really good.

We didn’t do much else for the rest of the day since I needed to leave for the airport at 4pm since my flight was at 5pm. I packed up my stuff and then Craig dropped me off at the San Antonio airport. I used the Delta kiosk to get my boarding pass request card and then I went through the security line. The security line at the San Antonio airport is downright silly. At the beginning of the line they have you go through guys to check your boarding-pass and photo ID. After you make your way though the enclosed line at the end of the line are more guys checking your boarding pass and photo ID again. How stupid is that? I asked the guy at the end of the line why they bothered to check at the front of the line and all he could say was that it’s safer?! No wonder people hate to travel on airplanes now. There are some lame waste-of-time security measures they are taking now!

When I got to the gate for my flight I settled into a chair and read more of my book. After the flight boarded they announced that it was completely full and no one else was getting on. It looks like I missed my flight. There was an ASA flight leaving at 7:30 but I checked and only saw nine or ten seats left on that flight. I called Craig and he said he would come back to the airport to pick me up. When he picked me up he said that after I left Julie called and she was planning on driving down to San Antonio for the evening. When we got back to Craig’s house I checked the 7:30 ASA flight and it didn’t look doable so I decided to just wait for the 7am flight the next morning.

Julie came over a little while later and we all went out for dinner to a Chinese restaurant called Golden Wok. It sounded really familiar to me and when we got there I recognized the sign and building as the place Larry & went to often when he worked nearby at a place called S&W (not Smith & Wesson). The inside of the restaurant was completely remodeled and they had a sushi bar now. We all had some sushi for an appetizer and chicken stir-fry for dinner. The stir-fry at this place is unique in that you select the vegetables and sauces and stuff to be included in your stir-fry. You can also select beef, chicken, or shrimp as well as the noodle type or rice. It was pretty good.

After dinner we went back to Craig’s house and I got a shower. We watched some gloomy 80’s vampire movie and I went to bed around 10pm.

Jan 13th 2003

breaking up again?

I woke up at 5:45 (CST) and packed up my bag. Craig drove me over to the airport for my 7am flight. I checked in and headed to the gate (gate 14). I had no trouble getting on the flight although I thought I had a good chance for first class. Instead I was in seat 15F. The flight back was pretty enjoyable since I was sitting next to a window. We left around sunrise and it was overcast in San Antonio. Shortly after we took off and started to climb, we broke through the clouds to clear blue skies. Below us was a thick, even layer of clouds. It looked like an endless field of snow. It was really cool. Another treat was the sunrise. While we were heading eastwardly, I could see the orange and pink colors bouncing off the cloud tops since we were flying above the clouds. I spent the entire rest of the flight reading my book.

In Atlanta I didn’t get into work until around 10:45. I had enough time to check e-mail and grab some food for out 11:30 lunch meeting about effective meetings. I spent the rest of the day coding. My manager Carole and I talked about the people we interviewed and I suggested that we try to hire one of them. She contacted the on-site IBM staffing buy and he’s getting the paperwork going. During the day Michele asked me if I could stop by her place in the evening so we could talk about some things.

After work I went home and got a shower and unpacked. Around 7:40 I went over to Michele’s apartment and we talked. A lot was said but basically we decided that in light of the issues and fighting we’ve been having recently that we weren’t on the same level of commitment with each other. Michele proposed that we cease our current relationship and ’start over’. So we’ll see how that goes.

Jan 15th 2003

after-work pool

I’ve not been able to get much ‘real’ work done yesterday or today. I was in meetings for most of the day yesterday and today I’ve been working on things other than coding, which is what I’m supposed to be doing. I’ve also started to feel a bit under the weather with a sore throat and early strep-like symptoms. I hope I don’t get too sick. I’ve been taking Advil like candy.

I haven’t spoken with Michele at all since Monday night. I called her at work today to ask her out on a date. We made plans for 6pm this Friday. I don’t know what we’re going to do yet, but I’ll have a plan for sure by Friday.

Just before lunch Carole (my manager) came by and asked if I was going to join a few people after work today at the local pool hall where we went a few other times. Since I’m not doing anything else, I agreed to go. Around 5:45 I headed over there with James (who sits across from me) and we had a drink and ordered food while we waited for the others. A little while later Casey showed up in casual clothes since he went home first which is really close to work. A little while after that, Bob and Carole and Joan showed up. Casey, James, and I played a few games of pool before the others joined us. We all played several games of pool and talked about work. I left at 10.

When I got home, I played in the arena on Sojourn3 for a while. They were testing out some new announcement system to see how it works.

Jan 16th 2003

patch day

It’s been bitter-cold and almost snowing today. To make matters worse, my stupid throat problem hasn’t really been improving. I hope I don’t have to see a doctor about it.

I called Mark about a LAN party he mentioned this weekend. He e-mailed me details and I think I’m going to try to go. Now that I have an upgraded computer it should be fun to play some of these twitch-games with other people. I’m a little worried that I’ll be out of my element though because I’m not too good at first-person shooters - especially fast-paced ones. It will be nice to see Mark again too.

James asked if I would be interested in taking a trip to Dublin for the weekend on the 25th with him. I’ve not been to Europe yet and this would be an excellent opportunity to go with someone who’s been there before. However, I’ve got two other tentative plans I’ve been kicking around for that weekend as well: A weekend ski-trip to Alta (or Deer Valley) in Salt Lake City or the Sojourn3 players gathering in Indiana. I’m leaning more towards the sojourn players gathering simply because I’ve never (mostly) met anyone from that virtual world and I know a lot of the people who will be attending. If I go, I need to make arrangements for South Bend, Indiana if I remember correctly. It should be interesting. If I do that and let James know, he’s willing to hold off on Dublin till the next weekend or the next weekend after that.

After work I had some time to settle down on the sofa and play some Asheron’s Call 2. I title this journal entry ‘path day’ but really the January patch went in yesterday. Even if I were home, I think they were still resolving problems associated with patching the game all day yesterday. As a general rule of thumb, it’s unwise to try to play on patch day. After more deliberation, I think I’m going to ditch Nokie the lugian melee/elementalist and focus on Nokie the Tumerok full-time. As a matter of fact, I spent the night converting Noke from a missile-throwing feral intendant to a melee feral intendant. While I didn’t get switched over all the way, I’m really happy with the new configuration.

Jan 17th 2003

shoe inserts

I had a doctors appointment for this morning at 7:30. This appointment was for an orthopedist specialist that I was referred to from my primary care physician because of the incredible pain I get in my feet whenever I go hiking. I first noticed a problem when I went hiking to Alaska with Larry. On the second or third day of hiking, my feet started to get really sore. It was a bone-sore feeling in the front part of the feet on the ‘pad’. It felt like I had to ‘pop’ the knuckles on the feet only that I couldn’t. It got so bad that it really distracted me from the trip. The odd thing was that I had this problem on the Lost Lake Trail and that’s the exact same trail I went on with Kyle back in 1999. Both times I wore the same pair of hiking boots. After the trip I went hiking around Kennesaw Mountain National Battlefield in a different pair of boots. I had the same problem. A few weeks later when I went to play paintball with Michele I wore the same hiking boots but got the Dr. Scholls foot-inserts. That didn’t help either. So when I saw my doctor about it, he couldn’t see anything wrong and referred me to an orthopedist, Dr. John Gleason.

I spent more time filling out paperwork in the doctors office than the time I was actually seen by anyone. Why is it that you have to fill out the same stuff every time you go to a different doctors office? I thought the whole HIPAA act was supposed to make it so patient records could be transferred electronically. The whole thing seems really mechanical and inefficient to me. When the doctor came in, he had me remove my shoes and socks. He then proceeded to poke and prod my feet. After that, I had to go get x-rays taken of my feet. They took pictures from five or six different positions. After they did that, the doctor said everything looked ok which is a good thing I guess. He said my problem was related to high-stress concentrated on the front ‘pad’ part of the feet (there is a technical term for it, but I don’t recall). He said this has revealed itself as I got older because the tendons are loser now or something, so the weight isn’t distributed on the edges of my feet like they should but in the center-front part. The solution: inserts. He gave me a few rubbery inserts to place in the shoe so that they rest against my feet just behind the back of the front pad part. This will force the pressure off of the front part and back to the edges, as it supposedly should be. I’ve been wearing these things all day in my tennis-shoes and I think it does more harm than good. It feels like I have rocks in my shoes with these giant inserts shoving up against my feet.

Carole (my manager) is working from home today and she called to talk to me about the new guy they are hiring to be our build master. He’s supposed to start on Feb 3rd. Because we’re supposed to start our pre-pre system test on Feb 3rd, we’ll have to do builds before he starts. I told her that I’ve already taken ownership of that and am working with the release engineering group to get everything done. She said that I was exceeding expectations which was a good thing. When we have our performance reviews, you are assigned a letter ‘grade’. The letters are:
U - Unacceptable
N - Needs Improvement
S - Satisfactory
E - Exceeds Expectations
O - Outstanding.

They never give a U or O, so the best one can shoot for is an E. Since she’s doing performance evaluations today, her comment is very encouraging!

During the day I made 7pm dinner reservations for Ray’s on the River. I went home, changed into nicer clothes and then picked up Michele at 6pm. She looked good. She was dressed in a skirt with tall black boots and a nice blue button-down shirt. Her hair looked really good too. I met her at the door to her apartment and we left without me coming inside. Since our reservations were for 7pm, we drove around for about 45 minutes and talked.

The dinner was ok. We talked about uncomfortable things such as breaking up and similar things that we talked about last Monday. After dinner she asked if she could spend the night and I said yes.

Jan 18th 2003

early morning class

I woke up early because Michele got up early for school. She has an 8am Saturday class for her MBA program. She asked if I would take her to school (and pick her up). I was going to say something about having other plans to go to Mark’s LAN party, but since I was still feeling pretty bad I decided I better not go. Because I had no reason to say anything about having other plans, I didn’t mention it to her. On the drive to school Michele and I had another serious talk and it was more along the same lines that we should break up. When she left she said that when she gets back to my place after class she’s going to take all of her stuff and leave.

I tried to call Mark but got no answer. I’ll try to call him later to let him know what happened with me not showing up to the LAN party. I spent most of the morning taking it easy and reading websites - mostly all related to Asheron’s Call 2.

I picked up Michele around 2pm and she was acting completely different than when I dropped her off. She seemed to forget everything she said earlier. It was odd. We had a late lunch at Famous Dave’s. I really enjoy BBQ. A while after lunch she left and I spent the rest of the day inside laying down or on the computer playing Asheron’s Call 2.

Jan 22nd 2003

dinner?

I don’t know why but I woke up in a bad mood today. No mater what I tried, I couldn’t get into a good mood. As a matter of fact, I haven’t been in a great mood all week. Maybe it’s because of the crap going on with Michele. I guess when I’m not happy, I’m not very interested in writing in my journal and that’s why I haven’t written in a few days. I also think that stress from work has influenced my behavior too. I’m supposed to be coding right now and not much else. Unfortunately between lots of meetings and our testing-release in the beginning of February, I’ve been very busy with other things than my real tasks.

We’re slated to do our first real build for a ‘pre system test’ on February 3. Since our newly-hired ‘build master’ isn’t supposed to start until Feb 3rd, someone needs to do all of the upfront work on creating the build components and managing the code builds until the new guy can be trained. That, of course, has fallen on my shoulders. As a result of that, I’ve had to push my real work off to complete all of this new work since the due date for testing is so close.

I didn’t leave work until about 6:30pm and while I as driving home, Michele called and asked if I wanted to come over to her place for dinner. She said she just wanted me over for dinner and I could leave after that. I went straight to her place after work and she fixed some pasta. She didn’t eat because she had a late lunch. After dinner we sat on the sofa and talked a little. Things didn’t go so well and it turned out that there was more involved than just dinner.

Jan 23rd 2003

becoming an uncle

Michele called at like 6 (she left a voice-mail) to let me know it was cold outside and some roads were icy. I checked the news and it didn’t seem all that bad. I went into work at 8 or 8:30am. My explorer was a little coated with snow and the ground had a dusting. There were no problems on the road.

I made a real effort to concentrate on my work today and didn’t let other things interrupt me. As a result, I got a lot of work done and am feeling a little less-stressed about what I need to accomplish. As I’m doing a lot more in C++ now, I really wish I could be coding in C# or Java. I love the idea of not having to worry about pointer-management. That just detracts from writing good code in my opinion. With some things being typed as pointer and some other not, the member-accessor indicator is sometimes a ‘.’ and sometimes a ‘->’. It just makes things overly complicated. For example, I’m finding myself having to write things like:
if ( couponContainer.last()->getCouponStateContainer().at(i)->getCouponStateCode().compareTo(”U”) )

I came home to find all of Michele’s stuff gone. I guess she came over sometime during the day and took everything. I wonder why she didn’t bring my stuff over. I guess I need to go over to her place sometime (maybe when she’s not home) and get my stuff too. She still has my pager.

I became an uncle again today. Amy had her scheduled c-section and Callum Reed Billimek was delivered at 11:55am:
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I played Asheron’s Call 2 a little this evening. I’m playing Noke the tumerok feral intendant primarily now and don’t really play Nokie the Lugian anymore. Noke is level 34 now and is doing quite well. However, the ‘high level’ continent called Livnak is really inhospitable and it’s very difficult to find people to group with. There isn’t much one can do at level 34 on that continent so grouping is pretty mandatory.
I took a couple of screenshots of Noke.
This is a shot of Noke on a long bridge on the first, low level continent):
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This is a shot of Noke and his beetle on the inhospitable continent of Livnak:
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Jan 24th 2003

broke up

It was very cold this morning. In fact, it was 9 degrees Fahrenheit which is unusually cold for Atlanta even in the winter.

I had to get gas this morning so I went over to the BP on Windy Hill near I-75 that I normally go to. I’ve had a lot of trouble with that particular gas station in the past. Several times, the pump card-reader won’t recognize the card or the pump won’t print a receipt. Today while I was pumping gas (It normally takes about 17 gallons) the pump stopped after like 1.5 gallons and then said that the transaction was over. I didn’t understand this so I went inside and told the attendant what had happened. She suggested trying again. By this time I was pretty pissed off because of all the trouble I’ve had with this BP before. So I went back to the pump and tried my card again. I stood out in the cold for about 60 seconds while the card reader said, “please wait” and not doing anything. I really lost my temper at this point. I drove to a different pump within the gas station and inserted my card in the card reader. Standing in the very After about two minutes of “please wait” and nothing happening, the attendant blared into the intercom that the pumps were ‘acting slow’ this morning. I left with disgust and way too much anger. I’m not going back to that BP ever again.

Work was pretty uneventful. I continued working on several different things. My manager wasn’t in the office today so it was a little quiet. I left around 4:30 and went straight to the haircut place on Delk road. I got a nice short haircut this time. I also picked up a congratulations card for Larry & Amy for their new son, Callum.

Around 7pm I heard a knock at my apartment door. It was Michele. She had a bag of my stuff. Unfortunately she forgot a few things like the gift-certificates for Kohl’s, book 9 of the Wheel of Time series, and the Asheron’s Call 2 manual and quick reference guide. It’s no big deal though.

She told me that this was the final part of us breaking up since she has her things and I have my things now too. She asked if I could please give her one last evening of pleasant company so she has something good to remember me by. I accepted her request and we went out for a late dinner at Famous Dave’s. After dinner we spent more time together and then it happened.

I don’t know what happened but it was almost as if Michele was replaced by some monster. She started acting very horribly and I asked her to leave. She wouldn’t leave and it was a really bad evening. Whatever pretenses she showed early in the evening were all lies and deceptions as far as I can tell. I only wonder why I never saw this side of her before. When she finally left (I had to threaten to call the police) there was no doubt that it was the last time I would ever want to see her ever again. What a really horrible way to end a relationship.

I only felt a little better when I removed all traces of her from my website and photo album as well as changing (now compromised) passwords that I shared with her.

I didn’t sleep very well Friday night.

Jan 25th 2003

Sojourn 3 players gathering

I woke up around 8am and got ready for my 10:30am flight. I was glad to have something to think about other than the absolutely horrible evening last night. I packed just my backpack and drove down to the airport.

I checked in and waited for flight 4598 to depart to Ft. Wayne, Indiana. It was delayed taking off about 45 minutes because of mechanical problems. I tried calling Derek’s (Dranix) cell phone to let him know but I got a message saying that the person couldn’t be reached.

When we arrived in Ft. Wayne, I called Derek to let him know I just arrived. Fortunately he and Jen (Jenera) were running late so they just arrived. I headed out to the baggage claim area and met the two of them there. We put my bag in his car and waited for some of the others to show up.

A little while later, Kifle (Carl?), Yayaril (Mike), Muma (Leah), and Goroz (?) showed up. We all introduced ourselves and headed to the Ft. Wayne Hilton hotel to meet Gantoris (Ryan) and Lazus. When we arrived at the hotel we worked our way past a throng of people wearing start-wars outfits (mostly jedi) to the large hall where the D&D gaming convention took place. The room was of course filled with mostly guys all playing D&D. Gantoris reminds me a lot of my cousin John. He looks like John and has the same kind of personality. The other guys I was with said he reminds them of Lance Bass from NSYC? I don’t know anything about NSYC so I don’t know.

Dranix, Jenera, and I drove back to his place in Warsaw, Indiana. We stopped at the grocery store along the way and got some snacks and soft drinks. When we got to his place we waited a little while for Kifle, Yayaril, Muma, and Goroz to show up. We watched Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring, played chess, and talked about Sojourn. I guess we couldn’t get much more geeky than that.

Shortly after that Ronble and Larem showed up. Six of us played Risk. I hadn’t played Risk in like 8 years. It got to the point where there were only three of us left (Me, Muma, and Kifle) and we had so many armies that it took forever to do battles since you could only roll three dice at a time. We eventually decided to stop playing. I think I like chess better - you rely more on strategy than dice rolls and winning large armies.

Around 7:30 or 8pm Gantoris and Lazus showed up as well.

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Yayaril came prepared to run a short D&D campaign for us. The premise was that we are a rag-tag band of adventurers who come together in order to pay off a 2,500 gold dept to the gnomish mafia for excess gambling of their tinker gnome slot machines. We spent about an hour creating characters. I made a halfling paladin named Nokia with a war pony mount. The game was pretty fun but we decided to stop playing after a couple of hours. We also ordered pizza at some point during this time.

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The rest of the evening was spent sitting around either the living room or Derek’s bedroom talking about things - mostly Sojourn. Around 3:30 everyone cleared out and I slept on the futon couch pullout in the living room.

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Jan 26th 2003

FWA-ATL

I set my PDA to wake me up at 10am but I guess I had the volume too low because I never heard the alarm go off. I’m going to have to set it louder next time. Nonetheless I woke up on my own around 10:20am. I brushed my teeth and got dressed and packed. It had snowed like 3-4 inches the night before. I never considered this but it sucks to live in a place that snows so much. You have to worry yourself with warming your car up and then you have to walk and drive through the snow all the time in the winter. You have to worry about your shoes getting full of snow and tracking it everywhere. I think I’m going to reconsider wanting to live near a ski resort. I think I’ll stick with Atlanta or Austin or Southern California as my ideal places to live in the continental US.

Derek, Jen, and I left for the airport around 11:30am. My flight was scheduled for 12:56pm. Derek warned me that due to the lousy road condition that we probably won’t get to the airport until around 12:30. That will be cutting it close but there’s nothing I can do about it and the next flight out isn’t until around 5:30pm. When we got to the airport they dropped me off and we said our goodbyes. Fortunately because the airport is so small I was able to check in instantly and got my seat assignment at the ticket counter.

The flight back seemed really short. I sat in the second-to-last row in the back and read my book: Robert Jordan’s Wheel of Time book 4. I’m really enjoying it right now. I’m at the part where Perrin ‘becomes’ the general of the Two Rivers community and it’s ready great reading. I’m so glad that I have six more books to go still.

I got home around 3:45 and caught up on e-mail and my usual websites. I spent the rest of the evening playing Asheron’s Call 2. Apparently there was a major internet worm attack Friday night & Saturday that disabled many parts of the internet. There is a vulnerability in Microsoft’s SQL server that caused all sorts of problems similar to the ‘Code Red’ worm from last year. Since AC2 is a Microsoft product there is no surprise that it was affected as well. It seems they had major problems over the weekend. When I logged on though everything seemed mostly back to normal. However when I quit for the evening I read an announcement that they are considering a server-wide rollback to sometime on Friday. That sucks.

While I was playing I took a screenshot of my toon (Noke) playing a burun lute in Ikaras while I was looking for a fellowship:
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Jan 28th 2003

Kingston has bad RAM?

Yesterday Michele called and left a message about some extra charge to her credit card for the ski trip to Jackson Hole. She asked if I could get the whole thing cleared up and call her back.

Today I called the place to find out what was going on. The original package was a three-night, 2 day skiing package. That costs $600 for two people. I had it ‘upgraded’ to a fought-night, 3 day skiing package which also includes transpiration to/from the airport. So the only difference is that it’s an additional night, an additional ski day, and transportation to/from the airport. When I called a few weeks ago to upgrade the package the price difference wasn’t that much according to the website. I don’t remember what the new price was, and the website doesn’t have it listed anymore (typical). I also seem to recall them saying that I could pay for it upon arrival. When I called the Snake River Lodge reservation people they told me the 4-night package was $1,900. I thought there must be some sort of mistake. I asked them to clarify and they confirmed that the 3-night package is $600 and the 4-night package is $1,900. Something doesn’t quite add up there. I asked them why there was over $1,000 difference for an extra night and extra lift ticket. The guy said, ‘Well it also includes transportation to/from the airport’. Oooooookay. I told them to screw that and I’ll stick with the 3-night package and just get an extra night which is $400. I also made sure they put it on my credit card. Someone over there needs to work on their marketing skills. After taking care of that, I sent Michele an e-mail (I deleted all of her phone numbers so I couldn’t call) letting her know I took care of it.

I was extremely busy at work today. We’re supposed to be doing our first code build on Monday. This is where we use an in-house tool developed by the release engineering group to launch a remote compile on a special ‘build server’ through clearcase. The resulting derived object (in this case, a shared library) for each ‘component’ is packaged up into a ‘RET package’. This process happens for each of our 24 components. There is a lot of work that needs to be done in order to configure the XML packaging file to specify what gets included. Also needed is the configuration of the BEA Tuxedo configuration & support files for each component that will be an actual tuxedo service. In addition to all of that, the ‘package creation’ work involved defining what external enterprise packages are required for compiling (i.e. the oracle client libraries). This has been eating up all of my time this week.

I made a lot of progress with this task yesterday and today and I’m confident that we’ll be ready to start our builds on Monday. Of course all of this work I’m doing is really supposed to be done by a ‘build master’ but that person hasn’t been hired yet. He’s supposed to start on Feb 10th and then I’ll have to spend a lot of time teaching him how to do everything. As it is right now, I’m doing the work of two people: 1) My normal job of leading and coding the exchange valuation engine. 2) Buildmaster.

I’m not complaining. I love the challenge and in my eyes it’s another opportunity to prove myself. Of course I could simply be naive and am being exploited but at least I have a job.

I didn’t take much of a lunch break today. I got a spicy-chicken sandwich value meal from Wendy’s. Before that I stopped by the main FedEx location adjacent to the airport where I sent off a 512MB DDR-RAM stick. On “January 18th”:/jeff/archives/2003/01/18/early_morning_class.php I started having several BSOD’s (IRQL_NOT_LESS_OR_EQUAL or whatever that common one is). This was highly unusual as WinXP has been rock solid for me. At first the BSOD’s were happening only in Asheron’s Call 2 and it was always in the sound driver. While I was researching this, I got some more BSOD’s with really funky messages in kernel drivers. Then I got a hard-freeze. Things were getting progressively worse. I did some diagnostics like checking the temp of the processor and inside. Everything checked out ok. I then enabled the BIOS memory-test and it failed. That’s not good. I have two identical Kingston PC2700 DDR RAM 512MB sticks. I removed the second one and powered back up. The BIOS still reported a memory test failure. I swapped the lone ram stick with the one I replaced and the BIOS posted with no problem. It looks like I have a bad memory stick. With the chips being Kingston there is a lifetime warranty. I went to their website and did an RMA request. A couple of days later I got the RMA authorization to send in the faulty stick. So I FedExed it today (With my Delta ID card, I can FedEx anything for $6.00).

After work I continued with some laundry I started the day before and watched the news while playing Asheron’s Call 2. Noke was about halfway through level 24 when I started this evening. I first looked for a group to join up with on Livnak near the Whitebay area (the newbie area on Livnak) and joined up with some tactitians named crond and cronjob. This got me plretty close to level 25. The group didn’t last very long and we split up. My guild monarch (D’oh) was gathering people in Ikaras to go on the Sherethbane quest. I ran there and joined up with them. It was pretty easy as we had a really powerful group. After that me and some other guy did the broken totem quest as well as the Moresmans Curse quest. This pushed me to level 35!

When I was finished with that I joined a group that was heading out to the Farali vault (level 34 minimum). I joined up with them and while we were in the vault my toon got stuck somehow. One of the guys suggested that I log out and log back in. I did this but when I logged back in, I was back in Ikaras! I was so steamed because you need a special ‘glyph’ (it’s basically a key) to get the in vault and I only had one which I used when we first entered the vault. I went hunting to get another glyph and found two. I went back to Ikaras to see if anyone wanted to go with me and one of the original guys wanted to go too because he died while they were fighting the boss mob. I gave him my spare glyph and we went to the vault. Surprisingly the two of us were able to complete the vault. The guy with me was a human archer and he was in awe that Noke was able to tank the 10,000hp Burun boss mob in the vault vestibule. To be honest it was very close. Several times during the fight I was so low on hit-points that one more hit would have sent me to the lifestone. Fortunately my ‘hunger’ attacks landed at just the right time and I got hps back just in the nick of time. Also more importantly is that I quaffed a heal-over-time potion which was giving me 125+ hps per tick.

After Farali vault I tried to find some people to go with me to the last vault on the Omishan continent called Vesaryan vault or some such (level 35 minimum). I went to the vault entrance and hung out there for about 15 minutes playing my clarinet waiting to see if any groups were going to show up. None did. Here’s a screenshot of Noke standing outside of the vault entrance (there is a waterfall on the left) playing his clarinet.
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I was still feeling cocky about the last fight in Farali so I decided to try to solo the vault. I got to the vestibule with no problem. There was a bug in that my beetle was not following me and I couldn’t summon another. Logging out and back in would have fixed it but apparently if you log out inside a vault you get warped out of the vault. So I had to fight the last guy with no pet. The cards were definitely stacked against me. Nonetheless I quaffed a HoT potion and ran in. I missed the first soft underbelly but landed victimize. I missed the second and third soft underbelly. By this time the victimize wore off and the level 41, 11,000hp Morseman was wailing on me really hard. My vigor was draining fast from all of the hunger’s I had to use in order to keep my health up. Eventually I landed the soft underbelly but it was too late. He killed me. I managed to get him a little under half-health which was pretty good. I think if I had my beetle I could have won as my beetle usually does equal if not more damage than I do.

Jan 30th 2003

TaxCut

Once again I had trouble waking up on time. Over the past couple of years my alarm has gone from being set to 5:30am to 6:00am and now to 7:00am. Even with me pushing back the time I wake up, I’m still finding myself hitting the ’snooze’ button four or five times so I end up staying in bed an hour longer. This has got to change. I don’t enjoy getting into work at 9 or 9:30am.

It’s been a very busy day at work today. I spent all my time working towards our first test-build this coming Monday. After lunch I got word that they way we package and deploy configuration files has changed quite a bit. It’s now much more flexible and desirable. As a result of this I had to create a few new XML files and put all of the necessary information in them. Down on the third floor our release engineer (Bob O’Brien) was at work until about 9pm working on our ‘RET’ components because he’ll be out of the office tomorrow. I’ll have to work with him Monday morning to get the last component created as well as tying up any lose ends. I ended up working late completing the XML work. It’s definitely going to be very busy the next few weeks. Through next week I’m going to be spending most of my time doing all of the ‘build master’ work related to this first code build. Then the next week our new ‘buildmaster’ guy starts so I’ll be spending most of my time training him. Then the end of the third week is when we’re supposed to have our coding and testing completed for the Exchange Valuation engine. I haven’t been able to do any work on my pieces of that for a couple of weeks now. I guess I know what I’ll be doing over the weekends.

James (sits across from me) confirmed our plans and reservations to go to Dublin next weekend. We’re going to leave Thursday after work and get back sometime on Sunday. It’ll be a short trip and I think the weather there will suck but at least it will be a new and (hopefully fun) experience.

When I got home I had something to eat and then I spent the whole night watching the news and working on my taxes. I decided to try doing my taxes online this year. I’ve been filing electronically but I’ve always had the client software on my PC. I looked at both TaxCut and TurboTax. Though my broker, Fidelity, I got a 50% discount of the $20 cost of TurboTax online. In addition to that the interface to TaxCut online was much less polished than TaxCut’s. However I promised myself that I wouldn’t patronize TaxCut because of their lame copy protection built into this year’s software preventing you from moving the software to a different PC. I’m not down with that and don’t want to encourage it. Unfortunately I went with TaxCut anyway. It’s pretty sad because last year and this year I’m maxxing our my capital losses at $3,000. I still have more carryover for next year. How sad. It looks like I’ll have about a $1,500 refund which is pretty depressing because I’ve been paying too much taxes. Fortunately with my W2 adjustment this year it should be closer to $0 next year.

Jan 31st 2003

when to go to the gym?

I’ve been trying to come up with an effective strategy for going to the gym. Because my work hours are so inconsistent, I don’t feel comfortable with going to the gym when I get home from work. This is mainly because I would end up going anytime between 5:30 and 7pm which are really busy times and I don’t think I would be able to find free machines. Nonetheless, this may be my only option. My other thought is to try to go in the mornings. However, I’ve tried to do that two of three times now with disastrous results. I don’t think my body is able to handle lots of exertions early in the morning. The first time I tried to work out in the morning I felt like I was going to have to throw up. The second time I actually did. The third time I ate some breakfast first and took it easy for an hour before going to the gym. I still felt like I was going to throw up.

Nonetheless, I’ve decided to try to wake up earlier to see if I can adjust my body for it and then try to work out. For this morning I set my alarm to 5am instead of 7am like I’ve been doing. Unfortunately I ended up hitting the snooze button like ten times and didn’t get up until 7am and didn’t get to work until 8am. Maybe I’ll have better luck next week.

As the week progressed I tried to think about what I want to do this weekend. I tried to see if Craig could drive out here but it didn’t work out. I also looked into the idea of going out of town but with my heavy workload and full flights, I figured I better stay in town since I knew I’d be working late today. Instead the local weather looks really pleasant this weekend. I’m planning on going hiking to Raven Cliff Falls Saturday or Sunday. I’m learning more towards Sunday now because it will be sunnier and slightly warmer on Sunday. My plan is to get up really early and drive out towards the trailhead taking photographs along the way if the scenery is nice.

Today was yet another very busy day. I did manage to complete a lot of the work I need to accomplish for our build next week. I’m also planning on doing some work from home tomorrow and Sunday. I didn’t leave work until about 6:30 today.

After I got home and got settled in, Craig called to chat about what happened with Michele. He told me now that it is over I should consider trying to find someone on Lavalife.

For a few hours this evening I played Asheron’s Call 2. I managed to get Noke to level 36. Before I logged off I was sitting in Ikaras playing different instruments with five other Lugians:
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I also compiled the past two months of statistics into my Sojourn 3 statistics page.